hungry

yeah so im really hungry now. at first it was just a pain. then it turned into hunger. so im eating. this is good and i feel much better than i did yesterday. well actually by the time kendra came over i felt all sorts of better.

bad things shouldn't be allowed to happen to good people but this is how life works. no one cares if your nice or not (well i care). bastards. i feel bad and i wish that i could help her but there isn't much that i can do besides be here for her to vent. which she is more than welcome to do at me.

so yeah...sat around watching tv, talking, and just hanging out with kendra. there is so much that i could write but no time...

we are always struggling with time. it rules my life. i want to go somewhere one day....and forget the time. no clocks. just a few days to relax without worrying about school or work or this appointment and that. it would be a nice vacation. kendra should come.

i have to work today. damn work. i need a new job soon. gotta fix my hair. looks like i will be paying for it out of my own pay check. damnit.
alright time to go. another day of sleep and distraction and smiles into space.

ariana